She wasn’t the person to easily unstuck her heart from yours and walk away. She cared. Way too much you had ever experienced in your entire life from all the people you ever met combined altogether. She would ache at the smallest scars on your body. She would be awake for nights wondering what eats you from inside and why. She wouldn’t even have a clue but she would go on sewing scenarios so that she could give you the not-so-demanded help for your pain. It was so easy to shred her away in a second for the reasons you murmured were for your mental peace. How can someone sleep peacefully knowing they have stolen someone else’s for a long long time?

She had nothing to give you. Except love. And she gave it to you. Literally all of it. Didn’t even save for herself. Not even a bit. She knew you were not capable of it but you know she is stubborn. Especially when it comes to uplifting people. She thought she could inspire you, too only to fail at the end. The phrase “breaking-up” could just mean separation to you. For her? She just stood there numb with all she gave to you back in her hands and a slammed door to her face and nowhere to go.

Putting too much faith in someone is deadly. You pushed her so hard. Lord knows how she fell and fell and fell for a couple of bruises and loads of heartache and ocean full of tears and nothing to hope for ever again. Like ever. You knew she’s not someone who would easily leave it all. But what if she can? What if you never ever hear her voice and never get to see the face that had millions of tears for you at some point? What if you never see that smile and the weirdness and the sound of that laughter and the kindness she poured on you. What if you never find a girl like her?

Words mean nothing. No matter what you did or how you treated her, she can never be one of the muggles you live among who would ask something bad for you or anyone. Sorry for losing an angel.